Her husband ten years ago one night I painful

Hello, inadvertently online to see your micro-blog, I have very painful, with no one to tell, but to seek your help.

two years younger than him, we've been married for 17

she and my age and my husband grew up grew up in a school are familiar with each other, the leadership of the father are the school, she and her husband works in a bank, quite by chance, her husband transferred away from us 50 more than kilometers away from a capital city to work.

on the relationship between them, I have been in doubt, but the total can not be determined, then think he has things that keep me from some of the details, I received a strange phone call, so I decided to ask him personally.This month 17

said that the thing has been about 10 years, and now their common friend relationship that night ten years ago, she was sick, back from the hospital, my husband to take her home, she was talking about the suffering of his thoughts, scandal caused by the father, indecent, this is not a small city has become a topic of debate, her in-laws some resentment, natural to her and the children, some indifferent, the husband is not around, what are relying not on ........

do not know my husband before, according to his own, was very sympathetic to her in that special kind of mood, all occurred ..... That night, after listening to him personally finished, I cried, and asked him why he does not meet us now that everyone is envious of the day to make such a stupid thing, let me how to bear ..... he said, after that, he is very sorry, feel sorry for me, If I want a divorce, then he can cleanse the household, but he can not do without me ....

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people only wound in his body.know how much pain, this time I had the most vivid experience.My heart hurt to hurt, I also know that between them, not because of love, sometimes in a particular environment servant will do some stupid things.The husband said he can not do without me, but me, no one was better for him than me, then why is not it? I heart the pain of the whereabouts of who to tell it?

these days, I always hung up, my mind is this thing, we intimacy, I always think of the scene of them together that night, thought he then kissed my lips have kissed another woman, and touched my hands have touched the skin of another woman, my heart be very painful, I almost want to go crazy ...... I do not know how to face this thing? How to face him?

; ; ; User: Zhang Jing

reply:

Zhang Jing:

a strange phone, allows you to dig out the secret in her husband ten years ago, is that night of the derailment, actually allows you to tangle was so painful, thereby affecting your life right now.